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Friday, July 30

Bravo, De Quiros!

From the irascible Conrado De Quiros:
The world may no longer trust the Philippines to do the right thing when a Filipino is endangered? Well, why should we want to endanger any Filipino to begin with, and for no other reason than to support a war that has proven as ugly and iniquitous as the Vietnam War? The only way to turn our pullout of troops from Iraq into an act of principle and not of cowardice is to reject that war, as we should have done from the start. The only way to rise from these ashes is to say that henceforth we will follow our own stars, friend to America but only as a sovereign and self-respecting nation and never as a vassal.
The full essay is here.

Let's move on



I'm amused at how a lot of people seem to be taking too seriously the resulting "uproar" of some countries, such as Australia, over the Philippine government's decision to pull out from Iraq a month ahead of schedule. The Belmont Club has several posts on the matter, the most recent being one on the Philippine government's call for the Australian ambassador to Manila to explain Australian Foreign Minister Downer's statements criticizing Malacañang's caving in to terrorist demands.

Ladies and gentlemen, please. Let's not be naive. It's what is called face-saving. The entire thing is a diplomatic charade. The Australian government has just recently inked a Free Trade Agreement with the US whose Senate had already approved the agreement. The Australian Assembly, on the other hand, is still in the process of approving the same. It doesn't take a genius to see that it is to Australia's best interest at the moment to appear the strongest US ally in Asia.

After the pull-out, the Philippine government can only deal with the harsh criticisms from the international community by going through the motions of defending its sovereign pride. Everything is matter-of-course. Let's not overstate the obvious. There are bureaucratic and diplomatic courses of action that must be taken, which are expected to be taken, in this kind of situation.

A sovereign nation has made a decision. Right or wrong (from the point of view of the Coalition of the Willing), that decision must be respected under the principle of sovereign equality of states. International law and diplomacy requires this. That Australia keeps on using the Philippines as a tool to kiss Uncle Sam's ass is at once despicable and pathetic.

I agree with Ruth Pearce, the Australian Ambassador to this country. In a tv interview a couple of days ago, on her way out of Malacañang, she remarked that the two countries are friends and this incident would not at all affect the relations between them. She ended her statement with, "Let's move on."

Philippine media made much of the fact that the Ambassador made no apologies. She's a diplomat, and the statement made was very well prepared. She knows it. She's aware of this whole diplomatic crap. Hats off to you, Ms. Pearce.

Wednesday, July 28

NY Times editorial

She had just been elected President of the Republic. Elected into office, not shoed in. This was a fresh six-year mandate. She'd always worked for the Presidency, if the biographies about her are to be believed. Even from a very young age, Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo knew she was destined to step into her father's shoes. Then, the kidnapping of Angelo Dela Cruz happened.

In her ten-point agenda, she vowed to uplift the conditions of the OFW, Ang Bagong Bayani. Prior to this, she had also committed to Bush' Coalition of the Willing. Who would have thought that the two would eventually come to a head.

A new group of Iraqi terrorists have captured six new hostages, all citizens of Third World countries as poor as the Philippines, or poorer. The NY Times' editorial harshly criticizing GMA's decision to pull out the small contingent from Iraq heaps the blame for this new development on the Philippines' surrender to terrorist demands. At the same time, it states:

We are not arguing that allies show blind loyalty to the Bush administration. If anything, President Arroyo's surrender shows the perils of assembling a coalition of weak allies eager to please Washington but lacking much conviction in the American cause.
I find it surprisingly naive of the NY Times' realization, more perhaps an open admission, that there is a (not-so) hidden agenda behind the Philippines' commitment to the Coalition of the Willing, as well as to all other American global pursuits. Ultimately, the editorial paints the choice between national interests and international relations in simple black-and-white. It shows a complete ignorance of a people's culture, the typical arrogance of white (alleged) supremacy.

The editorial does not ask for blind allegiance. Then what does it ask of its government's allies? Isn't it pure naivete to believe in altruisms in international relations such as those involved in this war? Of course, allies will expect rewards in aligning themselves with the "American cause." What would, say, Australia, expect from this exercise, the advancement of the American economy? I think not.

In the game of power, you are surrounded by people who have absolutely no reason to help you unless it is in their interest to do so. Robert Greene, Power: The 48 Laws
Is the question one of the sacrifice of one Filipino life to save the rest of the world? Are we really so naive to think that the crisis has become now so much worse because of the decision of one nation? Aren't we missing the bigger issue here, that the war in Iraq was a stupid, egotistical, selfish war, not to mention unjustified, waged by the most powerful nation on earth?

The editorial also stated that with her decision to pull out, GMA wasn't helping the Iraqi people any. Again, if the US didn't love playing GI Joe so much, the Iraqi people wouldn't be in this situation in the first place.

1. Do I support the decision to pull out?
2. If not, do I agree with the NY Times editorial?
First Question. I'm no admirer of that hick, Dubya. I have no love for war, especially his and his dad's. I've always maintained that Saddam Hussein was an internal problem for Iraq, much like Marcos was for the Philippines in his time. Like I always say, you deserve what you get in this life. If you don't have the guts to fight your own fight, live with the evil. I was not encouraged by GMA's decision to join the Coalition of the Willing but I must admit, I never foresaw this kind of danger to Filipinos. Which only goes to show that terrorism on this scale -- or on any scale, for that matter -- is new to us as a people.

I suppose we've been so used to being insignificant in terms of global importance that to have a countryman held hostage shocks us. On the world stage, the Filipino has become a valuable player -- as a potential victim. The Filipino psyche is so romantic that it totally loses sight of the fact that he voluntarily accepts overseas work in countries like Iraq and Saudi Arabia despite the knowledge of the risks involved. And when the worst happens, all melodrama breaks loose. The Filipino doesn't lack in intelligence; he's just too maudlin and selfish to be of much use to his country.

Even then, no Filipino should die for The Hick and his stupid war. The Philippines should no longer get involved in any more of The Hick's terrorism against his country's perceived enemies. Lately, he's been eyeing Iran as another hoarder of WMDs. This guy is stark raving mad. Anyone who's in league with him is either just as mad or desperate, and the Philippines, unfortunately, is that: desperate. Kapit sa patalim.

I support the pull out only if it goes beyond that. If GMA makes the decision to pull out completely from the Coalition of the Willing (Idiots), then, yes! That, I support. Otherwise, I maintain my stand that the only way to deal with terrorists is to ignore them and not give in to their demands. You got yourself in this mess, you get yourself out of it. I believe in finishing what you start. GMA got the country into this mess, she has to see us all through to the end, and suffer the consequences of her actions. The only statesmanly thing to do. That is what it means to live in this world today.

Second question. Then do I agree with the NY Times? Yes and no. I agree that the decision to pull out is, under the attendant circumstances, a sign of a weak leadership and political immaturity, but the editorial's premises and arrogance rub me the wrong way. I suppose the paper can be forgiven for upholding the "American cause," whatever that means, as it is, after all, an American publication, but its shortsightedness appalls me. Shades of 9/11; very vague, very nebulous, very dangerous.

That other nationals are placed in danger because of the withdrawal of the Philippines from Iraq is rather limited in vision. Again, the same argument applies: foreign nationals in Iraq are there voluntarily, with knowledge of the risks they stand to meet. It's unfair to put the responsibility for the plight of others on one nation's actions. In situations such as what we have in Iraq at present, things can hardly be viewed in simple terms. To say that the new six hostages were kidnapped just because the Philippines pulled out from Iraq is preposterous. Foreign nationals are ALL in equal danger of being taken hostage by Iraqi militants, and will always be open to such a danger, whether or not the Philippines withdraws its troops.

Sadly, I have to agree that copycats will arise when a hostage situation succeeds, especially when it involves money. But this all goes back to the issue of looking at the bigger picture. it's no use putting the blame on the Philippines when this whole mess began with the US.


July 19, 2004
A Filipino Retreat


Terrorists in Iraq scored a victory when President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo of the Philippines decided to accelerate the withdrawal of her nation's token contingent of troops to spare the life of a Filipino hostage. A group calling itself the Islamic Army had threatened to behead Angelo dela Cruz, a truck driver, unless Manila withdrew. To the dismay of her allies, and possibly even of the kidnappers, President Arroyo is hastening to comply.

It's hard to imagine the anguishing helplessness felt by a leader — or someone's relatives — watching such horrifying deadlines come and pass. The United States, South Korea and possibly Bulgaria have lost hostages to gruesome beheadings in Iraq.

But President Arroyo deluded herself into thinking she could actually do something about the situation, and has now allowed the kidnappers to alter Filipino policy. One can understand the desire to save a life, but Manila's retreat will only place all other foreign nationals in Iraq in greater peril.

President Arroyo's decision may play well at home in the short term because Filipino involvement in Iraq was never all that popular to begin with, but it could have disastrous longer-term consequences for her government. The Philippines, after all, faces a number of terrorist groups on its own territory, and millions of its citizens work overseas. It is never wise for any government to be blackmailed by terrorists into abandoning its policies, but it seems especially ill advised for Manila to be doing so.

We are not arguing that allies show blind loyalty to the Bush administration. If anything, President Arroyo's surrender shows the perils of assembling a coalition of weak allies eager to please Washington but lacking much conviction in the American cause. President Arroyo is certainly not helping the Iraqi people with her decision. Spain and some Latin American countries had every right to exercise their sovereign judgment that it was best to leave Iraq. But their decisions, unlike President Arroyo's, were not driven by terrorist demands.

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Thursday, July 22

22 July 2004
4:00 p.m.

My dearest Carl,

I hope you got my birthday greeting via SMS today, for Sean. Well! So today your baby boy is a grown man. How does that feel? I imagine having a grown son feels differently from having a grown daughter. A daughter will always be her daddy's baby, but a son always grows up into a man. So congratulations, to you and your son, for having survived each other!

I'm all better now, thanks. In fact, I'm going back to the gym tomorrow.

So you have freshly squeezed OJ every morning. That's very good. But do I get just a hint of regret in your words that you only have oranges to squeeze in the morning? You can try squeezing laundry in addition. Very good for the muscles, you know. Improves the grip. :))

I'm looking forward to a quiet weekend at home. I bought (discounted) cds to watch: the second Lara Croft (Cradle of Life), the first "Babe," which I love very much, and "The Italian Job," for the racing Austin minis. That, plus laundry and house cleaning! Boy! Will I survive too much excitement? Tune in next time to "The Life & Laundry of Emyn Galad!"

Don't forget to take photos of Agnes Water and the property. You should compile an album of the construction of the house up there. It's bound to be exciting. I'd love to be there to do just that. And put up a blog! Serialize the construction of the house, describe in detail the technicalities in constructing a Queenslander, record the agonizing moments and frustrations of the owner in not having his wishes followed to the letter. Wow! What drama! I would LOVE to pester the building crew! Not to mention the owner. And what about video footage? Yes! A documentary about the construction! Wow! Exciting! That's a great idea. Too bad you won't be around most of the time during the construction.

Do drive carefully, and stop when you feel tired. And don't drink while driving! I know your good buddies are gonna be with you, and when men get together, they tend to forget to act their age. So I expect you guys to act like the ol' farts that y'are. Aaarrrggh! Be a good boy, ok? I'll be hoping to talk to you over the weekend.

Happy birthday again to Sean!

Love you,

Emyn

22 July 2004
11:06:30 +1000

Dear Emyn

So good to chat to you yesterday and i hope by now you're starting to feel better. Touch wood, I've managed to stay free of the flu that's around just now and I'm putting that down to all the fresh oranges I've been squeezing each morning. ( Sounds fair to me anyway. )

So now I'm doing the usual franatic few days - trying to get things organised for the guys, leave messages / instructions etc - whilst I'm away for next week. Gonna be so busy right up until the time I leave. It's Sean's birthday today - tomorrow i pick Roy up from the airport and get him sorted and Sat i'm back up to the airport picking Laura up! Then have to prepare for the trip, frame some of my photos I've promised a gallery up at Agnes, book some appointment at Agnes with builders and engineers, finish of a load of quotes people are waiting for and about a dozen other things! God I'm sick of being so busy all of the time! Can't wait to make the move to Qld and kick back for the next 20 years or so.

Anyway, although i may not be writing much i will be thinking of you and looking forward to the next time i can get over. I believe Agnes is now covered by mobile service so i should be able to call you whilst I'm away. I'll try and call this weekend anyway.

I haven't forgotten about the old photos you want - just not enough time right now.

Stay safe and well and eat lots of fresh fruit and drink lots of pure water to get well and strong.

Thinking of you - Love Carl xxx

15 July 2004
7:45 PM

Dearest Carl,

I'm very disappointed. ADB has rescheduled my exam for next week. I called this afternoon to confirm and was told they'd call me back next week. I think the HR people forgot to schedule me for tomorrow.

The training company, X.com, has emailed me my interview schedule for 2 August. I'm starting to get a bad feeling about ADB, and my gut feel is that X.com will offer me a job first. My worry is that the longer it takes for me to finish the ADB tests, the longer it will take for me to get in. By the time the people who are looking to hire get to see my application, the vacancies will all have been filled.

I'm losing my hair over this crap, you know. I'm obsessing again. I hate this feeling of uncertainty. I just wish that people would get their act together, and let's get this over with!!! Arggghhhh!!!!

I went to the gym this morning and went on the Stairmaster. Cool, but I like the transport machine better. Hey! I just realized something! I can go back to the gym tomorrow! Great! In case you're entertaining thoughts about seeing a new, slimmer and sexier me, don't. I do not lose weight easily. I enrolled myself in a gym so I don't have to take maintenance meds for my hypertension. I like how I feel when I work out. I breathe easier, move easier, and my skin looks really good. Most importantly, my bp stays normal and I don't get asthma attacks at all. So stop salivating.

I miss you. I look at your foto all the time, wondering what you're up to. It's almost time to go home. Take care of yourself.

Love always,

Emyn

Wednesday, July 7

It's raining jobs!

Been a long time. I see there are new templates on Blogger, so I thought I'd try one. It looks great! I'm thinking of getting The Inner Slut a new look with the itemized current posts appearing on the sidebar there. But I don't really like the My Profile portion. I suppose I can take that one out, but the overall design would look, well, incomplete, wouldn't it?

I've had three job offers since last month. First, from the Court of Appeals as a legal researcher/writer. Writing decisions for the appellate judge. Nix that. The court attorney in charge is a real bitch. She's got issues.

Second, my application with the Asian Development Bank is finally moving. Entry-level position: secretary (tactfully re-named Administrative Assistant). Good things going for it:

  1. Higher salary rate for the same position compared to other local private companies, at P28,000++ a month. (Three times the usual rate.)

  2. The Bank is not required by the government to withhold income taxes from the salaries of its employees who are, thus, free to report their income for tax purposes or not. (Do they or do they not? I'll give you one guess..)

  3. Fairly easy to apply for higher positions once you're in (which I intend to do once I am).


Third, a large multinational training company based overseas is putting up a call center in Manila and is looking for an English trainer for its agents. I'm to be interviewed for the position at the end of the month. Advantages over the ADB post:

  1. Possible higher initial salary at P35,000 a month.

  2. More interesting and challenging work.

  3. Possibility of overseas training or post.


Pros and Cons

The ADB offer may be lower, initially, than the training post but the possibility of getting promoted in the first seems stronger. But the work is going to be very very dry and boring. The training job seems more exciting and challenging but there's no doubt that ADB gives more in job security.

Really, at this point, there is no basis for a decision. I'll just have to find out during the interview. I can't help but think of Tom. The last time we saw each other, he taught me a few things in marketing myself and my skills. He's been very helpful. If I get a good deal with this training company, I'll be forever grateful to him. I'll have to send him a letter thanking him. I miss the guy, no matter that he's a jerk. To be fair, he's not really a jerk, just immature and insensitive, carried away by his new-found freedom. Anyway, I'll cross that bridge when I get there. If I get there.

But this blog's looking good!